|"A new look, for a new me! Look out world!"|
| "Then, why do I feel like....crying?"- Sweetie Belle |
This is a special pic that I put together and did in honour of the My Little Pony "One Bad Apple" episode. This is made in a "what if" style from a first person perspective, in this case from Sweetie Belle. after saying that famous line in the episode.
This pic also accompanies a special journal post that I wrote covering my experiences of being bulled: rjrgmc28.deviantart.com/journa…
This pic was also used in thundercracker417's comic "There, There Sweetie": thundercracker417.deviantart.c…
|Bitten by the brony bug once, and became a fan for life. This new generation (Friendship is Magic) of My Little Pony has changed the franchise forever. These are just a selection of the various merchandise that I own.|
|Ronnie's Tip Jar!: If you enjoy my work (or just want to say thanks), why not contribute to the tip jar? Tip jar points earned go towards maintaining costs (e.g premium membership) and even go to other deviants as well.|
2014 unlike previous years was a year full of a mixed bag. This year has not only been a big one for me both physically and mentally but also emotionally and personally.
The year itself saw changes to my life that I have been planning for some time while others came unexpected and without warning.
With that said, let's recap the year that was.
Cecilia Comes Full Circle
For the last couple of years, I have had a female side known as Cecilia. During the last twelve months the journey to become a female through my "Pathways" project took a turn for the better.
On the 2nd April I officially came out as a male to female transgender. It wasn't the most easist of decisions to make due to a fear of my parents retailiating and the possibility of being banished and thrown out of the family. I've always had this feeling of being in the wrong gender, so to finally get this off my chest was a huge relief.
The next year for me will be all about slowly phasing in Cecilia into everyday life and also changing my clothing preferences and style to match. There will be still some restrictions due to being under the parents roof, but I am planning to finally live the life I want to live.
Three Years as a Brony
2014 marked my third year in the brony fandom and the majority of the year was focused around the fourth season of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. I watched the entire season live as it aired, even it meant having to stay up until 2:00 in the morning (later 1:00 and midnight) or having to stay in one spot trying to watch the "Bats" episode on my phone due to the Optus network being overloaded while in Queensland.
This year also saw new additions to the merch collection including five new pony plushies and a complete set of Equestria Girls dolls.
With every positive bit of news also comes with a huge negative. I planned to attend my first brony convention this year but was stopped by my parents a few months before the event. Luckily the event was cancelled, but I couldn't also attend the spinoff events and pretty much blew my chance to meet one of the character voice actors in person.
I never mentioned about this in the public eye before but I suffered a huge bout of depression when the spinoff events happened and pretty much spent the entire weekend lying on the bed and in tears. No joke. I still even get those feelings today when I read over the posts I made.
Goodbye Grandma (Bernie)
I thought I save this bit for last as this is the most difficult subject to talk about.
In January of this year I lost a very close family member in the form of my grandma who suddenly passed away from a lengthy and unexpected illness and marked the third death in the family in five years.
As I mentioned at the start of this post, 2014 was a year that delivered a mixed bag. Overall this year was a 50/50 for me for many reasons but the positives outweighed the negatives in terms on how my year was.
2015 is shaping up to be a year full of change and exciting opportunites including working on my moving out plans a little more and to also take the next step into my transition journey.
I want to thank you for all your support throughout 2014 and wish you the best in 2015.
Happy New Year!
If you have found this page, then you have come to the right place. Welcome to the official deviantART page Cecilia, or for those who have been here for quite some time, I am also known by my birth name Ronnie. |
My original goal when I joined deviantART was to looking for new ideas for productions and to escape reality. This page contains a mixed bag of goodies, such as scenic and landscape pics to the many cosplays and costumes that I've done over the years.
This page also contains my various crossplay and crossdress work as Cecilia.
Cecilia Teodomira Márquez, or Cecilia for short was my female alter ego. Now I am in the process of transitioning to a female full time in the next three years. But don't worry, I'm still an Aspie, I am still knowledgeable and I'm still respected by many and shows a huge despise against trolls etc.
I am also a brony and have been for the last two years. Not by choice, but by sudden chance. Over the last year or so and thanks to some YouTube Poops and 10 second clips, I've become a fan of the show. Which leads in to this warning to those who want to get on my bad side:
WARNING: Due to a large amount of trolls and haters using everything in the book, including death threats, I'm laying down the law here. This page contains pics that may not agree with everyone, so simply, IF you don't like what I post, then simply leave this page now. If you don't like it, don't view it. Simple.
Trolls, haters and such will be automatically blocked and any threats associated with it will be reported.
So have a look around. Remember to visit my Youtube channel (RJRTV) at: www.youtube.com/rjrgmc28 and my website at rjrtv.com. Also have a look at the RJRTV Facebook Fan Page here: www.facebook.com/rjrtv
And also have a look at my blog titled "From the Exec", which goes into more detail and covers RJRTV and other related stuffs: rjrgmc28.blogspot.com
If you are for a gaming challenge, why not add me to your friends list on these services:
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|Affected by the "Pony YouTube Crackdown"? Are you an overseas brony forced to take action into your own hands to get new episodes? Want to know why this is happening? Check out this special "From the Exec" blog post (www.fromtheexec.net/2012/09/ad… to find out why.|